"What I am most afraid of is that life is the same, that is, the state of 20 and 30 is the same, not good and not bad, as if living is a form, it does not mean anything. There is also the fear that one day I will begin to deny my own abilities and talents, then sit and await my own fate. Lastly, I was afraid that I would suddenly die because I didn’t seem to do enough while living."

"我最害怕的大概是生活一成不變 ，就是二十歲和三十歲的狀態一樣，不好也不壞，好像活著就是一種形式，沒什麼意思。還有就是害怕有一天開始自己否定自己的淺能，坐以待斃。最後就是害怕自己突然死了，因為好像還沒生活夠。"

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